You ever bantered with someone funnier and quicker on the draw than you, when yer hoping to make a good impression and hold up your end? It's like tanking four gonnaeatyersquishies at the same - heartpounding and exhilarating and you really hope you don't come across like a blame fool or get the healer killed. And afterwards yer thinking "that was fun! wanna do again."
Well, if you haven't, don't worry about it. This ain't about you anyways.